Dear Lord, first, I'd like to apologize for not remembering you. I was so bothered with my emptiness and I didn't feel like calling unto you. I'm sorry if I were so drowned in my sorrows and frustrations. Please do help me go over it.
Lord, I'm here to pray for your guidance and your blessings. I am asking for your forgiveness. I am also asking you to have pity on me. I am not begging you to do it, it is only you who will decide my fate. However, I'm asking for your Divine Intervention. May I find a decent job as soon as I can. I hope and pray that you'll grant me a job that is best suited for me. Lord, please continue on watching over my family. Keep them safe always. Please give them everything that they need. Enlighten them if they are so down and desperate. Please guide my sister always. Keep my mother, father and sister as healthy as they will ever be. Don't let anything bad to happen to them. I love them more than I love myself.
Lord, I am also asking for your help. Please make me as intelligent as I could be. Please do help me in passing my bar examination. I couldn't risk to flunk anymore. Guide me always.
Finally, please grant me Lord the chance to see Mars again before you take him away from me. Please enlighten his troubled mind. Please let him reconsider my appeal to him. Always guide him and his kids. And if possible, please cure him Dear Lord. His kids still need to be sent to school. They only have him as their breadwinner, if not, their financier in almost everything. Please help him recover from whatever pain he is going through. Lord, please listen to my appeal. I badly need your help.
Thank you Oh Lord, for always being there with me. Though I may not see you always, I could still feel you whenever the world's closing in on me. Thanks for all the blessings. Thanks for being there.
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Evolution of Dance - By Judson Laipply
This is so hilarious! Awesome transition from one song to another.
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Frustration
I am so angry with myself because I couldn't buy even the cheapest of things nowadays. How I wanted a new digital camera so bad but I don't have enough money to buy one. I don't like begging from my parents for money, even from my sister. As a matter of fact, I really hate begging. I pity myself because of that. It's a hopeless case for me.
The root of the problem is me, not having a job after all. After numerous times of applying in any job that I could grasp, still, there isn't one who called to hire me. It's very frustrating in my part. I feel so useless. The saddest part is, I don't know if I still have the will anymore to live. I don't like myself anymore. I'm feeling hopeless.
The root of the problem is me, not having a job after all. After numerous times of applying in any job that I could grasp, still, there isn't one who called to hire me. It's very frustrating in my part. I feel so useless. The saddest part is, I don't know if I still have the will anymore to live. I don't like myself anymore. I'm feeling hopeless.
Friday, August 5, 2011
Thursday, August 4, 2011
LG GD580 Lolipop Hands on HD - www.TelefonulTau.eu -
I WANT THIS PHONE SO BAD. AND WHERE IN HELL WILL I GET Php 10,000 FOR THIS STUFF?!! I WANT ONE...AND I MEAN, NOW!!!
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Wombat the Brat
You will always be remembered Wombat the Brat. I will never forget those early mornings that you would always barge in my room and try to wake me up. I will never forget how greedy you were to bite off the bread out of my hands. I love you Wombat!
FORD
Ford: Just a dog, but loves me unconditionally. I LOVE YOU FORD! Please be with me forever. You're the most affectionate dog ever, after Wombat the Brat, that is! Mwah!
Friday, July 29, 2011
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF ONE DAY, YOU'LL WAKE UP FROM A COMA ONLY TO FIND YOURSELF SURROUNDED BY THE UNDEAD?
I WOULD LOVE TO SEE MYSELF CAUGHT IN A SITUATION LIKE THAT AND STRUGGLE TO KEEP MYSELF ALIVE.... :)
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Friday, July 15, 2011
GT5 - Top Gear Test Drive #17 Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution X GSR P.P. '07
I WANT THIS CAR! I'LL HAVE THIS BITCHY RED CAR WITH A RACER BOY VIBE!
Transformers 3 Dark of the Moon Trailer 3 Official (HD)
Why the hell did I just let this pass? I should have watched this in theaters! ☹
Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 2 Trailer Official (HD)
I
I wish I could catch this soon in theaters. I got a free ticket but I don't wanna go alone...I wish I were with Sweetie. ⓛ ⓞ ⓥ ⓔ this!
Ronald Bilius Weasley and Hermione Jean Granger is the best loveteam of all times!!!★★★
Friday, May 20, 2011
TUPIG: A PANGASINAN DELICACY
TUPIG.
Tupig is a native delicacy of Pangasinan made with glutinous rice and grated coconuts wrapped in wilted banana leaves and cooked over live coals.
This what the Tupig looks like. It doesn't look very nice but when you get to taste it...wow, you'll surely think that you're in heaven. Very delicious! Its taste is very similar to that of a "bingka" from Iloilo, but it's more delicious because of the deliberate quantity of coconut shreds into it. It's best when eaten hours after cooking. It may even last for days.
Come and try some! You'll never regret it!
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Eminem - Not Afraid
I'm not afraid...To make a stand...Everybody...Come take my hand...
I have always loved Eminem. Though there's a lot of cussing in all the lyrics in the songs, I still love to listen to all of it. I am also surprised how he looks so good now without his baggy jersey shirts and jeans. He looks awesome! :)
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Lady Gaga - Judas
I SO LOOOVE LADY GAGA'S VIDEOS; VERY UNPREDICTABLE, YET ORIGINAL AND BEAUTIFULLY DONE!
It stars Norman Reedus as Judas. He played Daryl Dixon in one of my fave TV series: The Walking Dead. He's cool!
Monday, May 2, 2011
Son By Four - Purest Of Pain ( for MARS TEE)
You're always in my dreams. It's sad because our past still hurts me the most. I hope you're happy with your life now. There's no turning back for you, it seems. If you could just listen to this song, and understand what it says, perhaps you would know what I feel now.
(Purest of Pain by SON BY FOUR)
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...
Saturday, April 30, 2011
A Series of Q & As About Me.
1. What color is most reflective of you?
~BLUE!
2. How did you get the idea for your facebook name?
2. How did you get the idea for your facebook name?
~I GOT MY SURNAME'S IN JAPANESE; KAROSHI. IT MEANS OCCUPATIONAL SUDDEN DEATH.
3.What time were you born?
~HMM…3:00AM. NOT SURE.
4.What song are you playing now, or wish you were playing?
4.What song are you playing now, or wish you were playing?
~I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR LOVE BY MEAT LOAF.
5. Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry?
~NOPE. RARELY. BUT I DO CRY WHEN MY ONE OF MY DOGS DIE.
6.What color of underwear are you wearing?
6.What color of underwear are you wearing?
~WHITE PANTIES WITH CARTOON IMPRINTS
7. Do you want a baby?
7. Do you want a baby?
~SURE! I’M NOT SURE THOUGH IF I DO HAVE OVARIES.HAHAHA
8.What does your mom do for a living?
8.What does your mom do for a living?
~I DON'T KNOW ABOUT HER. SHE'S A RETIRED GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE.
9. What does your dad do for a living?
9. What does your dad do for a living?
~RIGHT NOW HE’S WATCHING OVER OUR SARI-SARI STORE…RETIRED GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE TOO.
10. What is your pet’s name?
10. What is your pet’s name?
~RIGHT NOW, I HAVE CLOUD, RAINBOW, MAXX, FORD AND KIA AS MY PETS.
11. What color are your bedsheets?
11. What color are your bedsheets?
~FLOWERY PINK. EWWWW.
12. What are the last 4 digits of yourphone number?
12. What are the last 4 digits of yourphone number?
~7383
13. What song are you playing now?
13. What song are you playing now?
~PLEASE GO BACK TO QUESTION #4.
14. What was the last concert youattended?
14. What was the last concert youattended?
~WHAT WOULD YOU EXPECT FROM AN INTROVERT LIKE ME? BANG MY HEADS TOGETHER WITH THE HIPPIES?
15. Who is with you?
15. Who is with you?
~I'M ALONE IN MY ROOM NOW.
16. What was the last movie you saw?
16. What was the last movie you saw?
~ZOMBIELAND. JUST WATCHED IT ONLINE.
17. Who do you dislike most at this moment?
17. Who do you dislike most at this moment?
~BEING POOR.
18. What food are you craving right now?
18. What food are you craving right now?
~WHOA! BURGERS...QUARTER POUNDERS...SIOMAI...ICE CREAM...ETC.
19. Did you dream last night?
19. Did you dream last night?
~I DON’T THINK SO
20.What was the last tv show you watched?
20.What was the last tv show you watched?
~UFC PREMIERE!
21.What is your fave piece of jewelry?
21.What is your fave piece of jewelry?
~A SET OF AQUAMARINE EARRINGS GIVEN TO ME.
22. What is to the left of you?
22. What is to the left of you?
~DOOR?
23. What was the last thing you ate?
23. What was the last thing you ate?
~RICE & BLACK PORK STEW.
24. Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
24. Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
~HMMMM...I DON'T HAVE A BEST FRIEND BUT I DO HAVE MALE FRIENDS.
25. Write a song lyric that’s in your head.~
25. Write a song lyric that’s in your head.~
~WHEN I DREAM ABOUT YOU, THAT’S WHEN EVERYTHINGS ALL RIGHT, YOU’RE IN MY ARMS HERE NEXT TO ME FOREVER…
26. What song is that from?
26. What song is that from?
~STEVIE B.
27. Who last PMed you?
27. Who last PMed you?
~WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS? I’M ACADEMICALLY IMPAIRED RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT
28. Where is your signifigant other rightnow?
28. Where is your signifigant other rightnow?
~ANO NI POLITICAL THEORY? I DON’T KNOW HOW TO ANSWER THIS …
29. Do you have a crush?
29. Do you have a crush?
~YES.
30. What is his/her name?
30. What is his/her name?
~I CAN 'T TELL YOU RIGHT NOW.
31. What shampoo do you use?
31. What shampoo do you use?
~PANTENE
32. When was the last time you had a hair cut?
32. When was the last time you had a hair cut?
~LET ME SEE...OCTOBER 2010
33. Are you taking any medications?
33. Are you taking any medications?
~NOPE. I’M JUST HAVING POISON INTAKES.
34. Do you have a mental disease?
34. Do you have a mental disease?
~OH SURE...DO YOU THINK SO?
35. What shirt are you wearing?
35. What shirt are you wearing?
~A WORN SHIRT
35.. What time is it?
35.. What time is it?
~4:18 AM
37. What color is your razor?
~I DON’T HAVE ANY.
38. What is your fave frozen treat?
38. What is your fave frozen treat?
~STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM…YUM YUM
39. Are you sexy? Are you gay?
39. Are you sexy? Are you gay?
~ I AM NOT! I'M JUST A PIG.
40. Whats your favorite shopping store?
40. Whats your favorite shopping store?
~UKAY-UKAY
41. Are you thirsty? why?
41. Are you thirsty? why?
~STUPID QUESTION! IF I REALLY AM THIRSTY RIGHT NOW, WHY IN HELL WOULD I TRY WONDER IF WHY I’M FEELING THIRSTY?!!
42. Can you imagine yourself ever gettingmarried?
42. Can you imagine yourself ever gettingmarried?
~YEAH. GETTING MARRIED AND GETTING LAID!!!
Meat Loaf - I would do anything for love
I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR LOVE...THAT WAS WHAT I TOLD YOU LONG AGO...I'M NOT SURE NOW IF I COULD STILL DO SOME THINGS FOR YOU. YOU LEFT ME TO ROT, RIGHT?
Friday, April 22, 2011
cute drunk call
This is from a Korean Drama TV Series "New Heart". This is the sweetest act that a man can do to a woman. It's like he's serenading her. I remember someone who made use of his free calls just to let me listen to a song LOVE OF A LIFETIME by Firehouse. Nice one, Niel! Thanks dude! :)
Q & A —- A REPOST FROM MY FRIENDSTER BLOG
1. kailan ang birthday mo?
~
MARCH
2. kuripot ka ba?
~
NOPE!!!
3. anong tingin mo sa pansit?
~
MASARAP. MAHABA AT PAMPAHABA…
4. anong perfume/cologne/body mist ang
ginagamit mo?
~
I RARELY USE THESE KIND OF STUFFS
5. which do you prefer? long or pudpod
na nail?
~
PUDPOD
6. mahilig ka bang maglinis?
~
NOON HINDI, NGAYON, MASIPAG NA!
7. anong favorite mong kulay?
~
BLUE
8. anong kulay ang suot mo ngayon?
~
BLUE DIN!
9. anong gusto mong gawin sa mga oras na to?
~
MAG INARTE AT MAGALIT
11. Do you have a Date this Friday?
~
STUPID QUESTION! WLA SIYEMPRE
12. What were you doing at midnight last
night?
~
HAHAHA…SURFING THE NET. SAME AS USUAL
13 . What’s the name of the song that’s
stuck in your mind right now?
~
TO BE WITH YOU BY MR. BIG
14. Name someone with the same birthday
as you.
~
SHAQUILLE O’NEAL!!!
15. Do you have a crush on someone?
~
YES. OO NAMAN. PARA MAKAPAG MOVE ON NA.
16. Have you ever vandalized someone’s
private property?
~
IT WORKED WAY BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL. HEHEHE
17. Have you ever hurt yourself on purposE?
~
NOT THAT MUCH. I’D RATHER HURT SOMEONE THAN HURT MESELF
18. Do you sing in videoke?
~
YES! BUT EVERYTIME I DO IT, MY THROAT HURTS AFTERWARDS
19 . What were u doing this morning at 8 am?
~
SLEEPING!
20. What were u doing 15 minutes ago?
~
NET SURFING
21. Is it cute when girls/GUYS kiss you
on your forehead?
~
WELL, YEAH. I AGREE
23. Would you ever leave the house
without putting up your hairstyle?
~
I DON’T EVEN COMB MY HAIR
25. Do you think its ok to date someone
if u r committed already?
~
YEAH SURE, WHO CARES?!!
26. Would you die for the one you love?
~
I’LL DIE FOR MY FAMILY (MAYBE)
27. Do you have a best friend?
~
NOPE. I JUST HAVE AWESOME MALE BUDDIES
28. Has one of your friends ever stabbed
you in the back?
~
YES! BACKSTABBING? YEAH SURE, GOT LOTS OF IT DURING COLLEGE DAYS
29.Who’s you’re best friend in Elementary?
~
JACKELINE RAMOS
30. Mahilig ka bang manuod ng mga
nakakatakot na pelikula?
~
YEAH!!! MY FAVE’S ARE DAWN OF THE DEAD & THE HILLS HAVE EYES!!!
31. Kung wala ka nang pera, as in wala
na talaga, san ka pupunta?
~
FORM A GROUP AND ROB A BANK?
32. na-try mo na bang kumain sa
underground mamihan?
~
WHERE EXACTLY?
33. nakaka-ilang fishballs ka?
~
MADAMI AS LONG AS I HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY IT. ONE OF MY FAVE STREET FOODS
34. ano ang tokneneng?
~
PUCHA! PARANG PAGKAIN…
35 . Naniniwala ka ba na may sumpa ang
pagsuot ng ukay-ukay?
~
OF COURSE NOT! I LOVE WEARING UKAY2X STUFFS
36. Kung ano ka dati o kung ano ka
ngayon?
~
KUNG ANO AKO DATI…
37. Is your heart broken, beating, or
taken?
~
ALL OF THE ABOVE…BROKEN BY MANY, BEATING FOR SURVIVAL, TAKEN BY MARTEE AND DISPOSED BY MARTEE
38 . Madali ka ba magalit?
~
I’M A BAD-TEMPERED PERSON, WHAT DYA EXPECT?!!
39. mahal mo b sya?
~
WHO? OO. MERON PANG SPARK…KONTI NA NGA LANG.
40. Anu ang ggwin mo kapag iniwan k
nia..
~
HE ALREADY DID! I WAS SO DEVASTATED. I FELT LIKE DYING!
~
MARCH
2. kuripot ka ba?
~
NOPE!!!
3. anong tingin mo sa pansit?
~
MASARAP. MAHABA AT PAMPAHABA…
4. anong perfume/cologne/body mist ang
ginagamit mo?
~
I RARELY USE THESE KIND OF STUFFS
5. which do you prefer? long or pudpod
na nail?
~
PUDPOD
6. mahilig ka bang maglinis?
~
NOON HINDI, NGAYON, MASIPAG NA!
7. anong favorite mong kulay?
~
BLUE
8. anong kulay ang suot mo ngayon?
~
BLUE DIN!
9. anong gusto mong gawin sa mga oras na to?
~
MAG INARTE AT MAGALIT
11. Do you have a Date this Friday?
~
STUPID QUESTION! WLA SIYEMPRE
12. What were you doing at midnight last
night?
~
HAHAHA…SURFING THE NET. SAME AS USUAL
13 . What’s the name of the song that’s
stuck in your mind right now?
~
TO BE WITH YOU BY MR. BIG
14. Name someone with the same birthday
as you.
~
SHAQUILLE O’NEAL!!!
15. Do you have a crush on someone?
~
YES. OO NAMAN. PARA MAKAPAG MOVE ON NA.
16. Have you ever vandalized someone’s
private property?
~
IT WORKED WAY BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL. HEHEHE
17. Have you ever hurt yourself on purposE?
~
NOT THAT MUCH. I’D RATHER HURT SOMEONE THAN HURT MESELF
18. Do you sing in videoke?
~
YES! BUT EVERYTIME I DO IT, MY THROAT HURTS AFTERWARDS
19 . What were u doing this morning at 8 am?
~
SLEEPING!
20. What were u doing 15 minutes ago?
~
NET SURFING
21. Is it cute when girls/GUYS kiss you
on your forehead?
~
WELL, YEAH. I AGREE
23. Would you ever leave the house
without putting up your hairstyle?
~
I DON’T EVEN COMB MY HAIR
25. Do you think its ok to date someone
if u r committed already?
~
YEAH SURE, WHO CARES?!!
26. Would you die for the one you love?
~
I’LL DIE FOR MY FAMILY (MAYBE)
27. Do you have a best friend?
~
NOPE. I JUST HAVE AWESOME MALE BUDDIES
28. Has one of your friends ever stabbed
you in the back?
~
YES! BACKSTABBING? YEAH SURE, GOT LOTS OF IT DURING COLLEGE DAYS
29.Who’s you’re best friend in Elementary?
~
JACKELINE RAMOS
30. Mahilig ka bang manuod ng mga
nakakatakot na pelikula?
~
YEAH!!! MY FAVE’S ARE DAWN OF THE DEAD & THE HILLS HAVE EYES!!!
31. Kung wala ka nang pera, as in wala
na talaga, san ka pupunta?
~
FORM A GROUP AND ROB A BANK?
32. na-try mo na bang kumain sa
underground mamihan?
~
WHERE EXACTLY?
33. nakaka-ilang fishballs ka?
~
MADAMI AS LONG AS I HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY IT. ONE OF MY FAVE STREET FOODS
34. ano ang tokneneng?
~
PUCHA! PARANG PAGKAIN…
35 . Naniniwala ka ba na may sumpa ang
pagsuot ng ukay-ukay?
~
OF COURSE NOT! I LOVE WEARING UKAY2X STUFFS
36. Kung ano ka dati o kung ano ka
ngayon?
~
KUNG ANO AKO DATI…
37. Is your heart broken, beating, or
taken?
~
ALL OF THE ABOVE…BROKEN BY MANY, BEATING FOR SURVIVAL, TAKEN BY MARTEE AND DISPOSED BY MARTEE
38 . Madali ka ba magalit?
~
I’M A BAD-TEMPERED PERSON, WHAT DYA EXPECT?!!
39. mahal mo b sya?
~
WHO? OO. MERON PANG SPARK…KONTI NA NGA LANG.
40. Anu ang ggwin mo kapag iniwan k
nia..
~
HE ALREADY DID! I WAS SO DEVASTATED. I FELT LIKE DYING!
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FACES IN HOLES!
This picture makes me laugh so hard. It isn't hard anymore to imagine that we are newlyweds! Well of course, it's never gonna happen!
Isn't it nice? Hahaha!
Isn't it nice? Hahaha!
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Friday, April 15, 2011
ROADTRIP, BADTRIP
One of the TV show says that: "Wag maging dayuhan sa sariling bayan." I couldn't agree more. I believe that everyone should know his/her own place well.
Imagine the feeling that you get to see those pictures of places in some social networks, and you know for sure that these places are only one reach away from your place. However, because you have no car, you cannot even see a glimpse of these beautiful places. I hate it every time it gets on my mind that there is no way that I can see these places without having a car of my own. It's one price to pay when you belong to the lower class family. You won't get the chance to have everything. Even if you beg hard enough for it, you wouldn't still have it. It sucks a lot. It's a scenario worth cussing.
I had this small conversation with my father. He's very knowledgeable of places within our town. He used to be a teacher so usually, when his work calls for some reassignment, he goes to schools within the town. He used to teach in schools which are too far away from our home. He was assigned in some particular schools and got to stay there for even more than 15 years. It was in the early 80's that he was assigned in our own elementary school. When we were talking, I can feel that he too longs for some road trip to visit places. I don't know why but he's kinda enthusiastic talking about places. He's so keen on map details. He talks as if he has been in these places.
I got a hint on the way he talks that he also would like to take a road trip in places where he used to go to when he was in his teenage years. Sadly enough, how can we go to places like that if we don't have a decent car of our own? Most people would surely agree that not having a car of your own stops you from seeing wonderful places. You will not get to experience the enjoyment of smelling fresh air via your car's window. You'll not be able also to be comfortable in your seat if it's too cramped up or if the seats aren't comfortable enough. Who would be so comfortable in a cramped up car? Lastly, you will never get to see amazing places that you haven't encountered all your life!
I just really wish to have a car as soon as possible. I'd love to take my family for a ride.
If there are people who I would take with me on a trip, that's gonna be my parents and my sister. I just hope that we share the same thinking. As of this moment, we have different views but I really wish that they'll finally agree with me sooner than expected. I don't mean any crappy things. I just want to have a happy family trip with them. Too bad they're too hard on this.
Imagine the feeling that you get to see those pictures of places in some social networks, and you know for sure that these places are only one reach away from your place. However, because you have no car, you cannot even see a glimpse of these beautiful places. I hate it every time it gets on my mind that there is no way that I can see these places without having a car of my own. It's one price to pay when you belong to the lower class family. You won't get the chance to have everything. Even if you beg hard enough for it, you wouldn't still have it. It sucks a lot. It's a scenario worth cussing.
I had this small conversation with my father. He's very knowledgeable of places within our town. He used to be a teacher so usually, when his work calls for some reassignment, he goes to schools within the town. He used to teach in schools which are too far away from our home. He was assigned in some particular schools and got to stay there for even more than 15 years. It was in the early 80's that he was assigned in our own elementary school. When we were talking, I can feel that he too longs for some road trip to visit places. I don't know why but he's kinda enthusiastic talking about places. He's so keen on map details. He talks as if he has been in these places.
I got a hint on the way he talks that he also would like to take a road trip in places where he used to go to when he was in his teenage years. Sadly enough, how can we go to places like that if we don't have a decent car of our own? Most people would surely agree that not having a car of your own stops you from seeing wonderful places. You will not get to experience the enjoyment of smelling fresh air via your car's window. You'll not be able also to be comfortable in your seat if it's too cramped up or if the seats aren't comfortable enough. Who would be so comfortable in a cramped up car? Lastly, you will never get to see amazing places that you haven't encountered all your life!
I just really wish to have a car as soon as possible. I'd love to take my family for a ride.
If there are people who I would take with me on a trip, that's gonna be my parents and my sister. I just hope that we share the same thinking. As of this moment, we have different views but I really wish that they'll finally agree with me sooner than expected. I don't mean any crappy things. I just want to have a happy family trip with them. Too bad they're too hard on this.
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Saturday, March 19, 2011
LG Lollipop
I SO WANT THIS PHONE! ANYONE OF YOU OUT THERE WHO WOULD LIKE TO GIVE ME THIS? YOU'LL GET A KISS ON THE CHEEK!
Friday, March 18, 2011
GLEE - "Teenage Dream" Full Performance!
This is my favorite Glee song performance! I just love the Warblers' version of the Teenage Dream song!
Friday, March 4, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
MAY I GO OUT?
I haven't gone anywhere this past few weeks. I have been staying in our house, staying put for weeks now. I have only gone once to the airport last January 27th to fetch my sister. Since then, there was no reason for me to leave out of the house. That makes my life even more boring. In times where I am just confined here in our house, I get to remember the number of times when me and MC would go in Red's located in Iloilo Terminal Market, which is locally known as "Super." We would usually forestall our fast-pacing walks just to stop there and buy breads that we would bring home. If luck's with us, we would grab some drinks, eat Caldo with egg (my personal favorite) and spend our time talking about something and everything. We used to laugh hard at each other's jokes, making us forget that it's already late enough for us to find a ride home. This is only one of the many things that I am still missing a lot.
On the other hand, I also miss eating out in some restaurants where their products could get a little bit expensive. For one, I am craving for Sbarro's Baked Ziti and their overly-delicious pizzas. Wow, it was months ago since I last dined in Sbarro's. On my nephew Kyle's birthday, we went to Smallville, one of the many night spots located in the City of Iloilo. In there, we found them eating in Amalfi Cucina Italiana, obviously an Italian Restaurant. I had a hard time looking for something to eat. Their menu book was screaming with Italian language which made me really confused on what food should I try to eat. Finally, we ended up choosing a Pollo Pesto pizza (I hope I remembered the name well). It was very delicious. It's a thin-crust pizza. Usually, I don't like thin pizzas but that experience made me realize that thin-crust pizzas are as fairly good as that of thick-crust pizzas. I think I do have a liking for Italian foods considering that I also like KFC's Twister. Of course, it may be considered as a Mexican food cause it's wrapped in a tortilla, but there might be some disputes with regards to its origin because KFC's Twister has pizza sauce on it, pepperonis and mozarella cheese to complete the sandwich. Anyway, when I eat it, I feel like I'm being sent to heaven.
Amalfi Cucina Italiana, Smallville Complex, Iloilo City |
Pollo Pesto Pizza |
Yeah, you could say that my only reason to go out of the house is to have some chow somewhere. It's mainly my reason why I wanted to go out. Apart from that, when I get to eat somewhere, I'm also having a reason to explore some places far beyond where I dwell. I haven't gone to the malls for quite some time. I haven't exerted too much effort to go to the city to stroll. You see, you should have lots of money to be spent. It's extremely important for me to have some cash on hand so that wherever my feet will take me, I can just get my wallet out and hand in some cash for my binge-eating and instant splurges. In order for me to achieve that, and for me also to get out of the house for the very same reason, my very mission is to find a job where I can have a decent pay. I have to exert a lot of effort on that. If I can finally have one, I can ask my mother this: "May I go out, Nay?" I promise that it'll no longer be a hard thing for me to do.
Friday, January 7, 2011
IN LONELINESS AND DESPAIR
"Insults have broken my heart and left me weak, I looked for sympathy but there was none; I found no one to comfort me." - Psalm 69:20-
Just imagine a life when you are lonely, suffering from pain, and there's no one to listen to what you've got to say. Yeah, it's hell. What about when, in addition to what you felt, you're also treated like a scum, making people around you wear their noses like they've smelling something rotten. Worse thing is, these people are your family. Just take for example in my case, where, I have a mother who never tried to understand how I feel. When I get so irritable because there is something which annoys me, she easily gets mad and throws accusations at me like I were the one who created those annoying things. She never pacifies me nor try to calm me. Instead, she puts on with it and feeds my anger more by scolding me; pointing out that I'm just being a brat and miserable because of me being so fat. Of course, what she's saying is out of the bounds of an argument. I am being so miserable because I have her as a mother. All other moms have been so attentive in asking their children on why they were behaving badly. Mine's got no concern; she's more concerned about how will I look to other people who might think of me as an overgrown elephant. What's more irritating is that I can't help but to get hurt by what she says. One day, I saw on her phone a message bound for my sister abroad which says that she thinks of me like a sow which needs to be feed all the time. What kind of mother will talk of her child like that? I may not be pleasing to her but what was she thinking when she sent that message to my sister? You know, when it happened that you were her daughter or her son, you would probably hate her like that. She pisses me off like hell. I wish I could trade her into someone who would listen to me and cherish me as her child.
And what would you feel also if you have an ex-boyfriend whom you love very much and he would act as if you never had a relationship at all? Imagine the pain you'll feel if you were telling him that you love him that much but all you get in reply was "Thanks." And maybe, if you'll tell him "I love you" again and again, you will get the same answer repeatedly which in the end you will feel that every time he replies the same, you're feeling more and more hurt and vulnerable. It's no difference to a situation where you are being slapped repeatedly or in a situation where you're being ran over by a car, again and again. Sometimes it's better when you get to argue with a stranger for it will not hurt you that much. However, when the same argument comes from your loved one, it's not easy to deal with anymore. It's like being caught in a situation where you've got nowhere to run. You have to deal with it and bear the pain. In my case, I have to bear the pain; I get insults and accusations, take them all inside and when the time comes that I will need help, I'll just abandon the thought for there's no one to listen to my lamentations. I'll have to absorb the pain and live in despair. There's no one coming for me.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
DISAPPOINTMENTS IN UFC 125
I was checking on the net when I saw a friend's tweet saying that Vera's nose was smashed up! I wasn't able to see it on TV for I have been spending the time dreaming about someone. It was only past 4:00 in the afternoon when I realized that UFC 125 had already took place. It was then in this late night that I get to watch the replay on TV. The preliminary bouts were quite exciting most especially that of Guida's and of Gomi. At first I thought Gomi's gonna win the match. However, because of Guida's playful mood, it turned out that he outlasted the Gomi's fighting skills.What's more surprising in the event also was the match between the Korean MMA star Dong Hyun Kim and Nate Diaz. It was obvious that Nate Diaz thought that he won the fight however, the judges' score cards were in favor of Kim. Kim won via unanimous decision.
The main event was between Maynard and Frankie Edgar who recently defeated BJ "The Prodigy" Penn. On the first round, Edgar was dominated by Maynard; he even tumbled down because of the blows thrown by Maynard. In the next four rounds, it was an exchange of numerous blows and take down attempts. In the end, it was surprising that the score cards turned it to be a split draw, with Edgar retaining his title. Maynard was truly disappointed.
Lastly, it was Vera and Thiago Silva's turn inside the Octagon. Vera, who was defeated in his last match wanted his comeback to be victorious. He had undergone facial surgeries after his match with Jon Jones. Alas, the match between him and Silva was no difference. Silva defeated him via unanimous decision. It was a total dominance of Thiago Silva, whose wits and power overdone Vera's fighting skill. Vera had not done so much in this fight. It's kinda annoying that he got to brandished the Filipino flag in his fighting trunks. I am proud of him because he's a Filipino but the way he acted inside the Octagon was no thing that's worth my full attention. He should train well and really hard. However, I think he needs his broken nose to be fixed first. It's no hard feat however when you clown around when your nose's broken. It was such a humiliation for Vera. Well, lessons are learned after every match but fighters should take note that even if they think that they have enough skill to win, there's always a chance that their weaknesses will be discovered which will lead to their downfall.
Lastly, it was Vera and Thiago Silva's turn inside the Octagon. Vera, who was defeated in his last match wanted his comeback to be victorious. He had undergone facial surgeries after his match with Jon Jones. Alas, the match between him and Silva was no difference. Silva defeated him via unanimous decision. It was a total dominance of Thiago Silva, whose wits and power overdone Vera's fighting skill. Vera had not done so much in this fight. It's kinda annoying that he got to brandished the Filipino flag in his fighting trunks. I am proud of him because he's a Filipino but the way he acted inside the Octagon was no thing that's worth my full attention. He should train well and really hard. However, I think he needs his broken nose to be fixed first. It's no hard feat however when you clown around when your nose's broken. It was such a humiliation for Vera. Well, lessons are learned after every match but fighters should take note that even if they think that they have enough skill to win, there's always a chance that their weaknesses will be discovered which will lead to their downfall.
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