I am so angry with myself because I couldn't buy even the cheapest of things nowadays. How I wanted a new digital camera so bad but I don't have enough money to buy one. I don't like begging from my parents for money, even from my sister. As a matter of fact, I really hate begging. I pity myself because of that. It's a hopeless case for me.
The root of the problem is me, not having a job after all. After numerous times of applying in any job that I could grasp, still, there isn't one who called to hire me. It's very frustrating in my part. I feel so useless. The saddest part is, I don't know if I still have the will anymore to live. I don't like myself anymore. I'm feeling hopeless.
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